the most beautiful girl today. I tried acting like I was smitten by her dancing just to play along with all the props she was getting. I think I really was enamored by her dancing and beauty. I lost the battle because she was ill. I caught her eyes a couple of times after and yet I didn’t initiate conversation. Tonight I am a double loser. I fail at life.
Are we populating this world in a way that the ratio of guys to girls is disproportionate? How come every time I go to an event it seems as though guys are the main attendants? To end this post before I venture off tonight I will quote a random guy I heard at a fast food spot, “I didn’t order sausage in my fish taco?!?!” No more sausage.
No joke! Don’t knock it until you tried it. I assembled this beastly combo on a late drunken night, forgot about it until meow. I just had a mess of carrots, sriracha and peanut butter. You need to try it! Trust me I’m white.
So I am at a point in my weight that I am satisfied. I am 136-140 lbs varying on how much I eat. I got to this point with dieting and a lot of exercise. But now that I am at this point I am starting to wonder what is the benefit of being skinny? I like being able to see my ribs and I like fitting into the smallest jean size possible. I was disappointed when I had to move up one size up in shirts. I like looking in the mirror now, but I kind of know my perspective of myself is not so accurate. Not to be sexist or anything but I know in our society it is more of a female attribute to be skinny rather than a males. As males we should be big and strong in order to protect correct? So I’m questioning my motives, when somebody see’s me do they thing I’m a scrawny weakling? I’m thinking I need to bulk up and plus this diet fucking sucks. As a male what are the benefits of being skinny? I know this is very superficial but I am just curious in what other people think?
In facto I dooo. My crew is called DOTposse. The meaning is somewhat of a secret but I would tell you it if you asked. I used to be in several other crews but politics happen and ending up becoming DOTposse. My previous crews were Driven and 3D but some people became inactive and some people didn’t want to maintain the name. However even though I dropped the name Driven it will always have a deeper meaning for me. That crew helped me in the lowest point in my life so far. DOTposse is dope though, they continue to give me inspiration and motivation to achieve higher goals. Just give us time and we will grow. Love you guys.
at practice yesterday asked my roommate, Zodiac, what kind of style he called his breaking. Then immediately after he asked “animal style?” with a straight face. I laughed and instantly wanted in n out.
why is Futurama is so great?? I know it makes a lot of references to pop culture. But that cannot be why soooooooo many people think Futurama is great. I appreciate it but I would not put it the top of the cartoon list. Can somebody explain?